Well when people say nursing school is hard they fail to mention that getting to nursing school is also difficult. This semester has been a rough one. My nursing classes (well pre nursing) have begun. Many friends have dropped classes and changed majors as they realize the classes are not for them. I won't lie, this semester has not been an encouraging one. There have been more nights filled with thoughts of defeat and worry than nights of excitement over grades and classwork. But I persevere.  I know for a fact this is what I want to be doing for the rest of my life. I feel called pursue this career and use my job to make a difference in the world of Childhood cancer. That is my platform. That is my goal. Find a cure. Raise awareness. Help these children and family's. Make a difference, somehow. That is my motivation. Everyday that I feel discouraged, I remember the end goal. It's my "light at the end of the tunnel."

Enough complaining! This semester has definitely not been an all negative one. I have been blessed in so many ways. I have made so many relationships with people, both in my major and outside of it. I gained 130 new sisters as well. I joined a social club this semester! The process to become a part of any social club on campus is a long one. We start in September and don't receive a bid until the last week of October. During this time you attend open house, mixers, visitation, and finally pledge week. I have been so blessed to be invited to join the women of Pi Theta Phi. They have been such an encouragement as I have dealt with the stress of school work.
                                                     

Halloween of pledge week!  

 

Bid night! I love my family! 

We won the Olympics of club week. 5 year champs! Loudest club on campus! 

GO BIG OR GO HOME! 

Last weekend I ran in the Color run! This was so much fun. We made a team and car pooled down for the day. Now anyone who knows me, knows how much I HATE running. I just have never seen the point. But lately I have been forcing my self to run. At lest 2-3 times a week for at least a mile. The looming threat of gaining weight in college has been my motivation. I was so proud that  I ran nearly the entire 5K. For some, this may seem like an easy task, but for me it was not. But we had so much fun. I went with a great group and we ended up covered in powdered paint by the end.

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Our football team is 9-1!! For the first time since 1977, we are playoff bound and will be playing in Missouri next weekend! Yay! Go Bison's! While football here is not nearly as big as at the high school I graduated from, I still enjoy going to the games and watching my boys play their hearts out on the field. 

Thanksgiving break is approaching (3 more days!!) and I could not be more excited. I am missing my family quite a bit so seeing them will be so refreshing. I also will get to connect with old friends from high school and catch up. Getting away from Harding for a week will do great things for my moral. Well that is all for now! Almost half way through my sophomore year! Time is flying by!

Getting serious.

Well this year is officially in full swing. Tests have started, homework is piling up, sleep is becoming a distant memory, and caffeine a constant source of nutrition. My last year before nursing school is proving to be a tough one. But I have no doubts that I can do this. I have found a study partner and set a schedule with her to stay ahead and to complete my nursing validations with. I have a feeling we will be spending a lot of time together an soon be very close. I am reminded daily that while my major is a tough one, I am going to love my job.

Week one. Done.

I survived my first week of sophomore year! It feels as if I have been here longer though. My teachers wasted no time in jumping right into the curriculum. This year is really going to be a wake up call in preparation for nursing school. Since this is my last year before Nursing school begins, the stress is already building. But I will take it one day at a time and try my best not to procrastinate as the semester continues. The best thing I can do is stay on top of my work and stay ahead. Other than the school work, its been a great week back. Being reunited with friends and already making new ones is so great. I love hearing about peoples summer. Where they went, what they learned, how they changed. Its all a part of their story, which I love hearing. I have been so blessed with my room mate this semester. Summer is from Houston and is a transfer student. The first day I met her was the day she moved in, and we have gotten along great ever since. Learned so much about each other and how much we have in common. This is looking like a tough, but great semester ahead.

Harding round two!

Tomorrow I will make the 8 hour drive back to searcy, Arkansas and begin my sophomore year at Harding University. Not gonna lie I have mixed emotions about my return tomorrow. I'm ready to be "on my own" at school but I will miss my family. Plus, not quite ready for the amount of work this year will hold. By march I have to apply to nursing school. Im looking at several places, including staying at Harding. I just don't quite now where I want to be. Hopefully this next semester will show me where I belong. Here's to another year! Wish me luck!!

Life changing week

This week has been absolutely incredible. The relationships I have formed in this short week have completely exceeded any expectations I had formed before arriving here.

This week I traveled to a country I have never been to. With people I had never met. I've experienced more than I have in my entire life in this one week. My heart is so full of joy.

The Last night in montellano, each person shared what impacted them this week. Not gonna lie, I may have teared up a bit. Just getting to hear the different ways people were blessed this week- in the clinic, the OR, on the mobile missions, and just by our team- was so moving. On my first day a man came out of surgery and immediately asked If the surgery had been preformed. When we told him it had he immediately began thanking and praising God. He was so incredibly thankful. That's something you don't really see in the states.

People expect these things. We are a privaledged people. We have grown numb to the every day blessings we recieve. I have become so humbled by these Guatemalan people. They pray with a passion that is rare in the US. Something I had never seen before. One man forgot to eat all day because he was so deep in prayer about the doctors visit he might recieve on a mobile clinic.

Where has our passion and desire for God gone? We have grown accustomed to the benefits of living in the US that we don't appreciate health care and clean water. I pray that we wake up. That We realize what is happening around us. That we see what our country has become. We have forgotten the true joys of life. The little things. Like flushing toilet paper or a roof that doesn't leak.

This trip has made a lasting impression on me, and I am already planning on coming back next year. This week has become the biggest trip health talents has ever taken and we are all planning on coming back and bringing people with us. It is an amazing organization that I plan to continue working with for many years. Thank you to everyone who helped me make this possible. I honestly could not have gone without your support.

Last day! Antigua adventures.

We woke up early this morning and made our way to Antigua. This town is so pretty. We settled into to our hotel and started the adventuring. Ate at monoloco and got "nachos as big as your head" joelle and I spilt and still barely dented it. We shoped in the market where learned how to bargain. I got some good deals. Later we went and zip lined. It was pretty cool, there was some fog so we couldn't see as far as usually but still cool. After that Rick set up some massage appointments for the girls. It was so great. A little pampering never hurt anyone. Dinner that might was gret. We got a bit more dressed up and had a great time taking pictures and chatting. I'm so goin to miss these people.

Last day of surgery. Day 5!

The last day at the clinic is here. We added on 10 surgerys this morning, all fairly quick procedures.

There wasnt much to do in the clinic so i just kinda wandered around looking for things to do. Marta is in charge of all the pre-op IVs. She let me start two of them this morning. Hit the vein both times, first try.

My favorite part of today was scrubbing in for the OR. that's right they let me operate. Ok not really but I assisted with James. Such an awesome experience. Kate took some pictures for me while I was in there.

Later that afternoon we went out to the lake It was about a 2 hour drive there through the mountains. Our bus had a little bit of trouble makin it up the hills but we survived. The scenery was gorgeous. We passed by tons of coffee fields. Guatemalan coffee is the best i have ever tasted.
We ate at a place on the lake. It was gorgeous. It dd start raining though. So we moved inside and they lite a fire for us. More my style, I went kinda American with my meal, a chicken sandwich and French fries.
Not gonna lie I'm missing American food a bit. My bodys not used to the overload of carbs that hear people put into ever meal.

I have felt so blessed here. My heart is so happy and I have fallen in love with this country. These people are so thankful